March 9, 2006
Contradiction
POSTED AT 02:34 PM



I so relieved after I finish this layout. But I am not satisfied with how it looks.

 The layout is contradicting who I am. It looks like I am a kikay and outgoing kind of girl. But in fact, I not. (Though I must admit I am partly kikay).

I ask myself why not bouquets, why not tranquil scene, why not a longing expression... why not?

Free layouting is somewhat like art. An expression of one's self in a medium, which is the web pages. But it don't describe me, but maybe it described my mood during that particular point in time. Because in that particular void space, I was giddy-giddy after drinking too much coffee to stay awake.

I don't know why I am concerning myself with these petty things. Wait, is this petty? Do petty things exist in life?




July 28, 2005
Quotes I will be using for my next story
POSTED AT 10:00 PM



  • If I told you who I am, will you not judge me for what I am?
  • We travel the same roads yet look at the opposite directions. We keep running away, but we can never avoid each other simply because the world is round.
  • You laugh like nothing is wrong and you cry like no one will see. I envy you. Inever got to experience youth.
  • There is no one else more suitable for immortality than God.
  • It doesn't matter who you are but what you want to be.
  • Everyday I keep on waiting for something to happen. I am just afriad to make it happen.
  • Love is a constant reminder of itself, friendship is a constant reminder that you are not alone.
  • A coward is indeed courageous! It takes alot of guts to run from something, knowing that it will never cease to haunt because it wasn't faced as a challenged.
  • Experiencing death is like the colors that make black.



April 29, 2005
3 Things one should learn in life
POSTED AT 05:11 PM



3 Things One should Learn in Life

1. An instrument for life

2. A sport for life

3. And values he could be proud of for life

---Hallmark Channel advertisement




January 31, 2005
Weight of Happiness of a Memory
POSTED AT 07:58 PM



An memory can bring much more happiness than the happiness brought when that memory have token place.

To illustrate this further, one says "Wow! That was fun!" after the event happen, than when the event taken place.

Although it still depends on what one believes... It is not good to influence others and bombard them with concepts, it is better to help them witness what you believe for themselves. (Whoa! That was such a cliche! )



January 28, 2005
The Fruit of Contradiction
POSTED AT 01:01 PM



I am too indulge in philosophical books and I think I am becoming to practical than I am supposed to be. My dad had advised me to start reading theology books to balance the rationality of my decisions.

However, if ever I attain the balance, what would I believe in...???

...Nothing...

Too many explaination lead to too many confusion. What is there to believe in now a days...?

You can't even believe your own words...



November 27, 2004
Happiness is found at the end of the road
POSTED AT 01:43 PM



It is a common notion that happiness is found not at the end of the road but along it. However, I disagree.

The elements that will make you happy can be found at the end, but happiness itself is realized at the end. Therefore, happiness is obtained after the journey.



November 23, 2004
The Five People You Meet in Heaven
POSTED AT 12:24 AM



Quotes:

The Blue Man

Fairness does not govern life and death. If it did, no good person will ever die young."

The human spirit knows, deep down, that all lives intersect. That death doesn't just take someone, it misses someone else, and in the amll distance between being taken and being missed, lives are changed.

Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know.

The only time we waste time is the time we spend thinking we are alone.


The Captain

Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else.

Ruby, the owner

Which was worse when left unexplained: a life or a death?

Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves.

No one is born with anger. And when we die, the sould is freed of it. But now, here, in order to move on. You must understand why you felt what you did, and why you no longer need to feel it.


Marguerite, his wife

Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that's all. You can;t see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory, becomes you partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it.

Life has to end. Love doesn't


Tala

---The lesson is implied in the chapter---



November 21, 2004
ROTC Abolishment....???
POSTED AT 11:20 PM



The death of Mark Chua, a UST engineering student, have enforced the youth to outburst their complains about the ROTC curriculum. The implementation of female cadets have made the case worse because majority of the complaints are from female.
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The reasons for the abolishment are the following:
(Source: http://rotc7.tripod.com/page4.html)

1. The abolition of the program is the stepping stone to end the cycle of irrelevance in our education.

2. The programs has failed to promote patronism. Instead it have supplied the youth with fear, violence and hatred amoung the ranks. (Hazing... [but this is already illegal])

3. It became a source of money for the corrupt protectors of ROTC. (maybe referring to the snacks the cadets have to provide)

4. It loads the parents with unecessary expenses for the uniforms and other service charges. (Students claim that they get the uniform after a semester)

5. ROTC violates the human rights. (Hazing... )

6. It discriminates the third sex.

7. ROTC is undemocratic because it is forced military training.

8. The leadership ROTC is promoting is not moral. (Influence of corrupt officials leads to corruption itself)

9. Nothing is learned from the training. (After ROTC students don't know what they gained)

10. The program was given time long enough to reform but unfortunately it did not.

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My comments:

This is quite a touchy topic. The youth is now enraged with the government and now with each other. Sadly, they now have taken sides...

But let's be open minded...

The objectives of ROTC are stated clearly at the beginning of the training. It is true patronism and social awareness are some. But basic military combat are the few others.

The emotional torture are just some ways to intimidate aggression. It's boost up determination (if you are optimistic). If you are not, the presence of your platoon will lend you a hand. Teamwork is another objective.

I believe that the law have already stated that hazing is a crime and can be reported. But if it isn't hazing, endure the physical work for a while. The march and the post under the sun are just ways to discipline and give you a slight glimpse of what disastrious war may be. If ever there will be a WW3 (I really hope not), everyone will have to bear much more than that.

A waste of time if you clearly can't see the objectives of the training. A waste of money, well there are other ways to save for the uniform. The training foes not require new uniforms you can use the uniform during CAT days or borrow one.

Inside the DLSU campus, I havn't heard my blockmates complaining about the tardiness of the arrival of their uniform. This just proves that NOT all institiutes have corrupt military training officials. And if there is at least one virtue there is still hope.

The reforms are already the implementation of the NSTP, where you can choose between ROTC or CWTC. But reforms to ROTC itself, there is none. It still teaches the students the same thing since the program ever started (during Kommonwelt).

People lack trust in the program so there is a need to reistablish, but not necessarily abolish, although it is part of the process. There may be a problem with the methods of teaching that students are not clear with the objectives. But if you want immediate reforms, the reforms must come form the cadets. Take a look at ROTC at a different perpectives, at the positive light. Maybe the cadets may learn to enjoy it.

****Please take note these are just my opinion... respect mine as I repect yours. You are free to object, but nicely.



November 21, 2004
Blank
POSTED AT 05:25 PM



Blank. Is it even an emotion or a state of being? I can't think. I can't learn. I can't...

I cant.... ?!...

Is this what blank is?



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